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Being Mistaken For Angry

It’s been happening to me a lot again lately. People tell me I was angry yesterday or that I seemed to hate somebody and I have no idea what they’re talking about. And it’s not because I lack self-awareness –

Posted in Depression & Suicide, Pragmatism

Self Image

Body image is something I never thought about until, like, last year. I had a body image of course but in a total unconscious way. Body image didn’t matter when I was growing up. There wasn’t a cultural obsession like

Posted in Depression & Suicide, fitness, Gender, Pop Culture, Pragmatism, Songwriting


I wasn’t going to write about Thanksgiving but now that the obvious time to do so has passed I feel like it. Or actually it’s just sincerely on my mind now whereas it wasn’t on or before the supposed day

Posted in Depression & Suicide, Pragmatism

Ugh, My Mind

It’s a paradoxical thing to say but first instinct is to write my mind is driving me crazy. All it wants to do is rehearse arguments that will never happen and relive ancient annoyances that will never be corrected. I

Posted in Depression & Suicide, Pragmatism

Ben Greenfield

I’ve been struggling to find a way to train at the level I want without setting myself up for burn out. Well I just got into Ben Greenfield, who puts Tim Ferris to shame for his biohacking (and his use

Posted in books, fitness, Pragmatism

Me, In Relationships

I know that what I need most in a partner is a Care-Taker Instinct. It’s because I can’t really take care of myself for myself. I don’t care about myself or life in general enough to care of myself for

Posted in Pragmatism

The Sunday Post

Someone said a while ago that the blog was now just whatever was floating through my head. To which I replied that that was all it ever was. But I acknowledge that what goes through my head has changed a

Posted in Depression & Suicide, fitness, Pragmatism