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I Feel Like I’m Being Needy When I Express Any Need At All
I get really scared to express any wants or needs or to ask for anything. I get inwardly angry for just having needs at all. Any problem that comes up I’m like I should just die. So that no one…
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What I Read This Month
The Perfect Run – MacKenzie L Havey Glad to say I really like this book because I have the author’s previous book Mindful Running and thought it to be too woo woo. The Perfect Run though tickles my love of…
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The Dream Of Feeling Heard
I was doing some paper & pen journaling and, as basically always, trying to figure out a direction for my life. Because most people at least have some kind of answer when asked what they want and I really don’t.…
Video Roulette: Fight Club
So here’s three videos about Fight Club. 2 are brilliant and necessary insights and 1 is by a stupid dangerous chud. But… which one’s which? And I want to say something that none of the videos point out and yet…
What I Read This Month
Vintage Spirits & Forgotten Cocktails – Ted Haigh This is a special edition rerelease with 100 additional pages on Prohibition… Which is pointless garbage and sucks. It feels copied from Wikipedia and adds nothing to the purpose of the book.…
What I’ve Read (somewhat) Recently
I used to write about what I’d read each month as a way of organizing my own thoughts about it. I hate seeing a book on the shelf I know I’ve read but not remembering any specific thing about it.…
What I Read This Month (and last month and the month before)
In December I did an annual list rather than a monthly and then in January I didn’t read enough to feel worth posting then February flew by without me noticing at all so here we are. Shame – Joseph Burgo,…
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